Oh I cant thank you guys enough. . for the feedback cause I guess he didnt know where to go anyway with me cause I couldnr give him much in the way of family history or even "my" own. . . you get some weird looks when you mention psych meds and dissociation and not too much memory. . .thought maybe hed bring in a lawyer to stand while he examinewd the wacko. . .

all I know is mother had cancer of the uterus and a hysterectomy a lond time ago and even the hurricane didnt knock her down. . .that kind dont die easy. . .( Uh oh, I guess maybe i could be getting punidhed for that, oh well)