ACK! I know the anxiety that comes from sending an e-mail....and now the waiting game begins. I hope you are able to keep yourself super busy to get through the wait....

I prepared an e-mail last night to T about my fear of needing him, and I haven't sent it yet....And I'm glad I didn't because I'd be freaking out right about now. LOL....I don't know if I'll have the courage to send it to him. I don't think I could look him in the eye when I see him next at group T...and waiting til Thursday to talk about it...Not wanting to talk about it....EVER....would be so triggering for me....and he wants me not to take the klonopin....Nice. Can you say FULL PANIC ATTACK??? LOL

Sorry to ramble on.....

I am so glad that you have such a wonderful, trusting relationship with T in order to be able to address something like this....