Thanks all for your suggestions. I think the best thing will be to stop trying so hard to think of things to talk about. I think a part of the mental block I have is that I want to move faster that I'm ready to move. So my brain just shuts down the whole process. But I think I can talk to T about the fact that this mental block is there. My T already knows basically the three SA events (well, one was ongoing) that happened to me, but does not know any details. "Newspaper headline" style, like you said, WePow. Thing is we don't plan to make processing memories the focus of T (I talked about the memories to a T in college and it made things WORSE because I have SUCH a tendency to get stuck on things due to my OCD.. processing memories again and again puts them on MORE of a broken record in my head.. so knowing this, T said maybe we shouldn't make memories the focus). More so, I want to improve my sexual relationships, something going on in the present. I have BIG BIG issues with sex, although I'm not sexually active right now. But I told her what my sex life is LIKE, for the most part. Now what do we even talk about? How do I make it better?

Maybe I'm scared of what I have to do to make it better.