teary me ,

I'm sorry that you are feeling sad. I have never been to your profile page before, but it had a saying that I would like to remind you of:

Be strong now
Because things will get better
it might be stormy now
But it can't rain forever.

You have lots of friends here who would be happy to talk to you. Are you seeing a T? Are you on meds? Keep posting and let us know how you are doing teary me. We are concerned for you.