nowriter- sometime i feel i just exist too, and when i do talk with people they really dont listen i can always tell, just like my hubby who is suposed to be my best friend. When i try talking with him about how im feeling, he makes me feel that i shouldnt be feeling that way or he tells me I'm wrong for those fellings. Today we had a blow out and of course same old comments from him, I'm wrong. But you hang in there find something you enjoy doing and do it, me it's crafting things, it keeps my mind ocupied.