I am so sorry that you are going through this. I know people that have come off of disability after years of being on it. People have given you great suggestions to help you. I know you probably feel overwhelmed and just looking into the various programs may seem like a daunting task, but try breaking everything into smaller tasks. I had to leave my teaching career for four years and I am now teaching in a 'lower stress' situation until I am more stable. It is hard, but two years ago I couldn't even get out of bed. Please keep posting and know that people are here to care for you.