BilleJ-thanks for being my friend!!! I have been trying to do better with people within the last 2weeks because i do see the problem i have and smiling and saying hi and i have always been considerate towards people helping out when i can. You know even when i was on meds i still felt this way about people, i had never been not able to make friends and keep them up untill about the last 10-13 years, not sure what went wrong. But I do want to try because I'm tired of being alone and hanging out with people,laughing etc