Confused, as you have read, we all have had those thoughts and continue at times to have them again and again... It's the depression talking. Things seem bleak right now, but believe me you will have some better days. I take one day at a time - I don't think ahead as I can't handle it. One day at a time.... Today I feel great. Tomorrow is tomorrow, and I hope my good day continues.

Like they said, you are not alone - you have us and we love you. Keep posting - don't ever be afraid to post. We're all here to help one another - Let us lift you up! ((((Confused))))