((((Tree))))) I have to echo what Rainbow said about falling in love with your T. I have been in love with him for a very long time! His relationship with you is the epitome of what we look for in a relationship with anyone. Yet, it is a theraputic relationship where you trust him with your soul and it must be the natural evolution of a relationship that consists of so much caring and thought for you. Maybe these feelings have been there for a long time, but you feel safe enough to bring them up to T? After what you recently shared with him and the closeness you felt with him, you know he is a safe place to work out any and all of your deepest feelings. You are so incredibly fortunate to be able to go to this place with him.

I agree with Miss C. It seems to be a relationsip we dont know how to categorize and it is sad that we grew up in homes that confused intimacy and love with sexualizing all love and intimacy. I know I did and I still struggle with separating the two. It seems impossible. But I know T WILL show you, as he already has, that he is safely and lovingly accepting of ALL of Tree. And it isnt sexualized. How powerfully healing and beautiful.