(((((Miss)))) I am sorry that you were so sick. How very, very scary. I know the times I have gotten that sick where I needed so much physical care it brings up the feelings of my small child who is alone and frightened. Your T is such an amazing model of how to love and care for yourself with gentle kindness

And, I know for me, when I have gotten sick like that, it strikes me that even though I may fantasize about hurting myself, I realize when sick that all I really want is to be well and I do have an amazingly strong drive to be back to a healthy life. That I want to care for little Blue, the same way you cared for little Miss