I don't fit. I feel like that extra piece you sometimes get in a puzzle box. You have... but have nothing to do with so after the puzzle is done and all the pieces fit together. That piece stays in the box or gets thrown away. I am apart. In a crowded room I always find myself in a space by myself or in a corner alone. I know it is at least in part my fault. I always feel akward around others and don't really understand people as people. I can be manipulative if I so choose but thankfully a sense of morality and guilt keeps me from doing so. I just seem to what buttons to push and what those buttons do but not how or why. So I stay in my corner and try not to get involved unless forced. Sometimes I feel so disconnected, so emotionless, I feel like mybe everyone can just sense it. Or mybe I just bury my feelings to well.