BP...I must say...like "My" Garth...you have aheart of gold and I admire that greatly. I will find out tomorrow morning if my written request for an eviction hearing is accepted or not. My state representative is also helping me trying to nudge Unemployment to shake their ***** a bit...though it wont help now...I'll need it down th eroad Im sure.
Im very depressed tonight and its difficult even talkign about any of this so "Publically"
Ive doen all I can...worked very hard.....sometimes we jsut arent given choices....Ive sought them all out...now all i can do is sit back
Im still awaiting blood work results and also the letter from the EEOC although theyre allowed up to 365days to decide
My anxiety level has never been higher...Ive been dealing with missing holidays and birthdays with my babies and more to come very soon.
I have no one here in real life I can really say I can turn to. I havent livedhere that long and my trust issues and panic cr*p has made me a bit of an untrusting recluse.
I havent slept well all week...I wake up out of dead sleep at least every hour and half to 2 hours in a major panic attack....it takes 2 or more hours to calm it if that..sometimes I can lay back down...ost times not.
sorry this is lonmg
all i had really wanted to say to you, BP...was thank you...your heart is truly beautiful and Im thankful for that.
Sadly enough "you guys" are the only true friends I have...I dont really care what anyone says about "its just the net"
it is still how I feel and youre all very real to me and in my life.
If I can update...I will....if I cant...i will try to one way or another.
Much love and tickle that beautiful granddaughter once for me...how I love the laughter of a child.
Jennifer