i hope everyone had a good weekend. i know i didn't...

so sat i was really down, and i had no one to talk to, so i called the suicide hotline, cuz i was scared and million things were going thru my mind. the hotline ended up sending cops to my house (they tracked my cell phone) they took me to psychatric ward and held me there overnight. i was soo mad at the hotline, it was soo decieving. its not like i was threatening or anything. i mean i know they were only trying to help, but it didnt feel good staying at the ward. but i would have to say it kinda opend my eyes to the situation. there were some really troubled people there, was kinda scary...

i m soo desperately waiting for my appnt with my T. its not for another week and half, but i m looking fwd to it soomuch.