yes...I dunno how I attract these men...my first bf...very depended, second, depended...to think of it...all of them have been...I felt like I was their mom...seriously do these mom's let their sons go this way...or their fathers...I don't like putting people down...comparing myself to others and such...but...I think I might have a problem in choosing guys and which ones are good compared to others

He talks about how lucky he's been to find me...and so on and so on...I ahve a problem with people...I'm an introvert...and when a guy pays attentioin to me...I feel...finally someone appreciates me...and wants me...
THis reason i like this guy is because of his manners, and interests....I wasn't looking for money or using someone...I genuinely want to be in love with someone...but I guess I made another mistake

Its the first time in awhile that someone appreciates the work I do...says that they are lucky to have me...they admire me...and I guess at work no one does that...they over look my hard work...or my parents do...somethings I didn't realise about myself until he brought it up...I guess i am trying to teach him to become independent...I'm not sure how far that will go