It's frusting when you try to go places for help... and you only seem to slide worse. I came here yesterday as a new member. Got off to a rocky start but finally got in the groove. I start posting... visiting chat... trying to offer help and consolation to others...and I just start sliding..

Starting to remember everything about the past. Trying to figure out what to do with my Future...while still trying to live in the now and take care of the things in my life currently. You can only get pulled so far before that great little happy manic facade comes right back down.