I don't know what's causing my suicidal feelings. I don't think its not cutting. Lately it wasn't doing as much for me anyway, bacause I just wanted to go deeper, hurt more and get a better blade.
I'm so stuck. I don't want to commit suicide, but I don't want to be here either.
Things will get better, things always get better. I just have to wait it out. But I'm tired of coming back here again and again and again. Is life worth it for this?
Thanks to everyone who replied Makes me feel a little bit better to see someone cared enough to respond.