It is so hard to get past abuse. It took me 10 years after the abuse had ended to stop getting flashbacks and nightmares.I still and probably will allways have issues with Intamicy and
some ways blame myself for the rest of my life. Its a long road.

The sooner you get through the issues the better.Everyones different though. Your mind is throwing flashbacks at you now because your ready to deal with them,but ofcourse dealing with them is a painful process. Therapy can help make since of everything or a close friend or relative.Having someone to listen makes all the difference.

If you ever wanna talk you can allways PM me. Take care.