Typo you describe it all so well. I know I really don't have any happy manic times. Mostly miserable manic times. When I was in my 20s mania was a blast, but now...ug.

I totally know what you mean about the textures of food. You are the only person I've ever heard (you know what I mean) say the same thing. I get totally freaked out about food textures, I torture my husband and son with the things that I randomly cannot eat, but really cannot explain why it creeps me out so much!

I think the jog is a great thing to focus on. You can do it. You can make it through this day.