Maybe this should be in bipolar...but, it's going too fast. I only got a tiny break from the crying and the depression. It's back...want to cry and cry - can't cry. Feels like - you know how it feels when you sit on your foot too long and it "goes to sleep" from lack of circulation - my whole body feels that way. No changes in circumstances...going to a NAMI meeting thursday night, but that's so far away. feel myself sliding ...down...mad at everyone...mad at self. I can't win, so what's the point?