Thanks everyone, i have felt better talking with all of you, its been nice talking with others that understand whats going on instead of trying to defend how im feeling or being told "just get over it" or "I'm wrong for those feelings" I havent told my hubby I'm going yet, I thought i would tell him after i went.
I started to talk with him the other day about how i was feeling, about him not being a "best friend" anymore and listening to me,or respect, all he could tell me was I was wrong for having those feelings and walked off. How can i get him to understand whats going on and that i'm not just being a b***h as he says.
Thanks