Talked briefly to my T on the phone. He couldn't talk but he's going to call tomorrow when I get home from work. I'm feeling kinda broken and shaky and anxious and scared that he's going to say he can't do anything for me, or that I'll have to travel back and forth to the city 86 miles away which is in the total opposite direction from any of the businesses we go to to make it worth while going that distance. It's also the world's most boring drive EVER. There's nothing to break up the scenery and the only town that's between here and there is smaller in population than our small town. I'm just scared I'm going to not get the help I need and will have to be locked up for my own safety.