Sweetie you are not dead at all! It takes a while to put what you are thinking into words. Why don't you not try that. When you talk to him next just say the words that are on you mind, don't think about it becuase I bet what you are feeling will come out. I know T's can be scary but they will help you. It is hard to open becuase all the past will come out but after the hurt comes out the healing cam beging. Foxy you are the sweetest person ever and you are strong. I have fate in you and you are not dead at all. ((((((((((((foxy)))))))))))))))))). I love you, hunny.
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Originally Posted by Fox
{breathes} today I feel depressed. I want to do something bad. But I'm looking forward to Friday when I see the T again. I'll see him at 11 same place. I just don't know though. He asked if we're doing okay and if there was anything we needed to talk about. He's so kind. I don't know how to express myself and figured I'll just spend the rest of the week trying to figure it out. Maybe make a list if I'm motivated to do so.
After writing this out I feel like an empty shell. Am I dead?
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