SpottedOwl,
I've been kind of imagining how my therapy might end. I know you've been thinking about this for a while but, did you really just wake up today and say... Today is the day?

Like you I feel like I've been a lot of places with my T. I know tomorrow, if I wanted to I could just say, "I think I'm done" and be OK. I also know that when I do that, my T would likely allow me to return another time if I needed to. I think my biggest fear is...that I won't show or express how deeply grateful I am. I'm worried it will be like other goodbyes in the past where I just say, goodbye and walk away then wonder if the person really got how I "really" felt.

I'm not very good at goodbyes. I have a good friend who will be moving away soon...I still haven't really figured out how to cry yet. I know crying is not a "requirement" but I think people expect that.