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Originally Posted by desperate&disturbed
idk if this counts as ptsd so sorry if i posted this in the wrong area...
a month ago i got drunk with some friends (im 14, this was my first encouter with alchahol). it went horribly. i don't remember the whole night but i know i almost killed myself a few times. my friends watched out for me for most of the night. and later they all left and i was alone in a room with people i didn't know, all adults and i was crazy drunk. everytme i think about this night i can't sleep, i get this gut-wrenching feeling and im just really scared every time i think about this.
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My experience with Alcohol, as with all substances that alter my brain chemistry is that it is not for me. I was ne'er able to hold even a sip of wine-communion I couldn't find the pew on my way back.
This is a great learning experience for you--a huge lesson- do not drink!
Always remember this night as the night you found out you are unable to tolerate boos....and remember how you feel now, too. Time will pass, you'll feel better, and you'll have had this experience to remind you! Be good to you. You deserve it.