Sory, Not sure whether to put this in here or in the Anxiety area. I have a problem. I have been told to talk to a therapist about it and everything but I have been wondering if other people with bipolar feel this way. I am 19 and I feel like I am soo old. I always joke with people and tell that that the day I turn 30 I will want to kill myself however I am not joking. I tried researching my self and could only find that the only reason I feel this way is becasue i have Peter Pan syndrome or what ever when really I don't because i am not childish at all. I just have this constant anxiety about aging or changing the way I am.

Do any of you guys feel like this ever or am I just crazy lol? I don't know. I feel like I am going through a mid-life crisis or something just becasue I am turning 20 soon. I don't mean to depress anyone I am just loosing it over this little part of my persoanlity.

Roman