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I was Having a bath like 2 nights ago and i as in a real real bad mood >: (
I was in the bath for about half a hour just staring into space until i runed the tap back on and just watched it running Then as bubbles began to overflow i sat on the edge of the bath and suddenly noticed lots of insects crawling on my leg i was so scared and shocked i started screaming and panicking i tired to hit my legs but because the sight made me want to vomit i could not even look at them it so i suddenly just had the dumbest thought ever and tunred the shower on as hit as it would go and just held it on my legs at first i could not even feel the pain i feel like a Phyco..!!!!!
When i started to feel the pain my dad and his girlfrined were already half way through braking the door down
I went to hospital for my burn and i feel like im losing it as i now know the creatures were not real i was lucky to come hom
My therapist thinks i Have Phycotic depression.
I was aslo in the city centre and somebody was laughing near me and i lost it and tried to hit them because i thought they were laughing at me .....My friend had to drag me away from them :/
Its getting real bad my dad does not know what to do with me I am pushing everybody away and i really love them..I obsess with silly thoughts and the worst part is that its all my fault and i can see that but i am really really losing it and i dont know where it will end = (
I hate everybody and then i love them im so mad .....
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