I guess I figured it out, why he feels the way he does... he has a past, things he went through that now makes him feel like he just might not have the capacity to love (which I know isn't the truth) and he has some secrets that he never told anybody but me. I care about him so much I just want to help him get over all of this and face his past. I'm so relieved to know why all this was happening and glad I can be there to help him get through it.