I actually feel younger most of the time. I think inexperienced is a better word. The fact that i was never really able to get started on a path. What I didn't know is that I was often manic when starting on an idea and couldn't get going because I would become depressed. Now that I am diagnosed it explains a lot of what was happening, but I still look at other people as authorities on things and tend to think that I don't know as much as others. In reality I am probably more experienced in life that a lot of people becuause I have tried so many things. Who really knows.
By the way, I am 35. There was a time in my life that I couldn't imagine being older than 30. Time went on and so did I, for what it's worth.
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