I'm so tired now. Dad wants me to go to the post office and check the mail but I want to just sit here and do nothing. My whole body aches. A few minutes ago I had a burst of energy. The sun is shining for the first time in weeks. It's just really nice out. Now I just want to take a nap.

Work was okay there wasn't a lot of business but there was a funeral today so a lot of the town was at that then probably having lunch at the church or someone's house or something. At any rate they weren't at our cafe lol!

I'm feeling so socially challenged. A friend is upset today and I wanted to comfort her but don't know how. She told me what was on her mind and I just said "it'll be okay" or something like that. But I know she doesn't like those words cause what if it's not? Whenever people talk to me face to face I just totally zone out on them. Sometimes it's like I'm asleep even. I hate this, I want to do better at listening but I dunno. I'm just defective I guess.