Get yourself back to stable, okay? Whatever it takes- hospital, meds, T, etc.

It is entirely possible to have a pregnancy while on meds. If you still want another child, that's something to remember. There are people that specialize in perinatal psychiatry that can help you if your Pdoc can't.

I too had a big episode after having my daughter. I am doing more research and am considering having my next baby while on Lithium or Lamictal.