I do some of the same things, though I also scratch myself with my nails. Part of the reason I like sleep deprivation is the adrenaline rush I get the next day. After staying up all night I run on adrenaline the whole next day and I love the feeling of it. And I guess I have a bit of a self-esteem problem, though you could call my self-degradation a form of emotional self-harm, but that's a whole other story...
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