Yeah, I can really relate to that.. Every single thing I see that is sharp then the first thing that pops into my mind is "I could use that for SI.." I want to stop already but every single thing seems to stem back to a thought about self injury. Ugh.. Well, anyways, I hope you have fun on your vacation!
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