Your pain is no less than someone else's pain. You situations are just different. You are welcome to post without guilt when you need support.

As for your doctor being unavailable, there may be an emergency answering service who can point you to a p-doc who is covering. I can't imagine a doctor leaving all the patients in the lurch without anyone to cover. If that is the case, and you are very unsafe, the ER is an alternative.

Please let us know how you are doing.