Before I knew I have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), I used to do this. It has been happening more often now since I'm under more stress. I try to enjoy just being with my parnter, but sometimes I push her away because I feel stupid like WTF am I doing? I do orgasm sometimes, but I want it to be the way it was. I say this to say that you aren't alone.
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Originally Posted by just2b
I dissociate during sex, I am unable to reach orgasm, and have been like this for years, but not willing to admit it or talk about it. So when I am with a guy, and I never reach orgasm, and he does cum, I feel like a complete slut. I feel as though I am being used. But then again i like the physical of being with a guy. I guess I want to know if anyone has been in this position, and what did you do about it? I am far from talking to T about this, too embarrassed. Thanks for listening!
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