hope i think that if your T were going to be afraid of your response then he wouldn't have suggested that you do it. he has to know what is going to come esp since he knows that you're bottling your emotions. he -wants- you to release all of that. the fury, rage, hate, pain...he wants you to get it out and i don't think he'd suggest you get it out without realistically knowing how volatile it could get. after all, that's the point. to get the violence out and place it where it belongs instead of in cuts. ((((hope)))) i think it is a good idea when you are ready for it. i don't think that your T is afraid of you...otherwise your relationship wouldn't work very well. lean a bit on the trust you're slowly cultivating...and take the chance. it could do you a world of good. just make sure that you do it as you feel ready to. don't push yourself into responses you don't feel yet just because your T asks about them. your responses will come in their own time when you're ready for them.

take care and stay safe.

-shadow