I just talked to Pam and she said that he should not have said some of those things and that she is going to talk to her supervisor and they will assign me a different service provider!! I ended up calling a crisis line last night to talk to someone because my anxiety got so bad that I was crying, and the person I talked to was very nice and it helped a lot to calm me down enough to try and get some sleep. And I don't know how to thank all of you for supporting me and encouraging me to not give up on the program. Hopefully whomever they assign me to now will work out better!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."