((( Tree )))

I'm sad that you're in that awful place....that lowest of lows. It's a horrible place to be, and it's hard to imagine - nearly impossible - that it will get any better.

I remember not long ago being at that low place, feeling as though my daughter deserved better than me and that maybe she doesn't need me, especially if I can't be the mom she needs me to be....and I was giving up. I really had no energy and the awfulness was just so unbearable, so deep and so consuming....

Some people would say - this too shall pass - and it was hard to imagine. Really hard.

Please get some rest...and then try to push yourself to do something for YOU. I know it feels like that's the last thing on earth that you want to do....but it's important.