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I'm sure the experts are arguing it as we speak... but it must include those items that cause what really is complex ptsd: bullying, harassment, confinement included! But of course, they will take the compromised route and tweek it year to year until they might get it right

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So if they are experts WHY are they arguing about it? I'm very easy to get along with, the most difficult I get is when I run out of a room in hyterical tears and hide somewhere because I cannot stand the pain anymore . . . I would have to agree with the concept of bullying, confinement, etc. . .

I was making progress toward healing, the therapist I had then was really, really good, caring and walked with me slowly as I tried to rebuild my life.

Then my lawyer, who is supposed to protect me from my ex, continues to allow my ex to violate the restraining order and play six little games.

So I'm stuck here, living in exile in Jersey with nothing but increasing bills I cannot pay and an ex and inlaws who are trying hard to kill me.

I wish I were simply paranoid, then I could get help and try to move on, but instead it is an ongoing war of attrition that my lawyer refuses to do anything about.

So, I'm trying to heal, to get something of a life, to move forward and I'm trapped here. My ex and inlaws keep saying there's nothing wrong with me I'm faking it. Well you know, I really wish I was faking it, because maybe then it wouldn't hurt so much . . .