Are you on meds?....sounds like something is out of balance that just the thinking process can't fix.......just a thought. I have had so many bad feelings going on that I couldn't even do the most simple class in college, but your photo class & taking photos should't cause you this much difficulty.....sounds as though you are hearing what people are saying in a very wrong way....not what they are meaning, or people who are teasing with what they are saying, but not really being mean. Whatever the reason that their comments & looks are causing you negative reactions however, is something that needs fixed......& something that sounds like meds might be able to help. Sounded like you wanted a way out of taking your class if you could get one, but sometimes it's best if we can get trough it, it gives a bit more energy to keep going. If it's a med thing that needs handled, it can make the difference between night & day.....

Something you might want to think about. Would be a shame to throw away something you love to do because your body chemistry is a bit out of balance & meds can help & keep you in the balance you need to be.

Take care of yourself....& look after your future to be able to take care of yourself.
hoping for your best care