Caroline, It does get better. Here the story. I spent years thinking I was crazy. Doing this, thinking that, turning up here, ending up there. All disjointed and not sure what happened exactly when. Then I find ive got people inside me and that was awful. Fighting, people arguing, hate campaigns against each other, lonlieness, confusion, people crying, people wanting to hurt ithers and doing it. Then cam acceptance. Listening. Slowly we all started to talk to each other. My god it was hard becasue the slightest thing was a big set back. But now, 5 years down the line I have a certain amount of "working together" going on. My life is managable without the huge daily ups and downs i used to have. Yes Ive got problems still, a quite serious one at the moment but its not as bad as it was in the dark days when we all hated, ignored and worked against each other.

So please Caroline, hang on. Work at it. Things do improve.

Allthegirls