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Old Mar 18, 2010, 03:14 PM
Anonymous39281
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(((((((((((((tree))))))))))))))

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Originally Posted by treehouse View Post
I said I've worked and worked and worked so hard and I still dont' feel any better and something is WRONG with me. He said that maybe I did all of that work, and now here are the feelings, and after this will be the movement.

We'll see. I don't feel any better. I feel sad.
i so know how this feels and it is such a letdown. i get the sense you have been expecting that once you had faced all the trauma then you'd be healed. i wish i understood how this process is supposed to work. i don't know that i've quite gotten to an endpoint like you have where i feel like okay i'm done, but considering how much work i've done i don't understand why i'm still so stuck. for me i'm referring more to the spiritual but there is tons of overlap with the psychological. i'm rather baffled why i haven't seen more movement. it's like where is the f***ing peace, joy, & love? i don't get it either tree but i do understand how awful it is. it's kind of all a big mystery to me at this point. it's like a waiting...to give birth or something...and the waiting just seems to go on and on. we can wait together tree.