Its not easy. How do you work at it?,,,,,,,,, Mmmmm....... I dont have an aswer. I talked and talked and talked to my therapist. Ive cried, bargained with god, even the devil and every day just kep trying to make it make sense. Its awful, but everyone works differently. I dont think there is a map Caroline. Its just something that you have to keep plugging away at. I wis I hd an answer. I wish Caroline I could say here it is, do this and all will be fine. But Caroline you need to trust what you feel and what you think. I trust you to find the answers and find away to work at it. Please dont give up, or walk away or try to bury them cos its only going to bring you more heart ache.

All the girls