Ok someone here told me that when you are getting help for depression and your spouse is trying to use stuff against you that they cannot take your kids from you. I've had several posts on here and I can't remember which one it was on. But anyways I have my "bad thoughts" and my husband tries to use it against me. He says he has copies of my journal. I'm just trying to find out where I can go on the internet and print it off so I will know exactly what to do. I hope I'm confusing anyone. I'm confusing myself.