Well, still the same. The depression lingers on. Still have feelings of hurting myself and drinking. I am working really hard not to do either of those things. I am trying to keep busy. I am going to my Intensive Outpatient Program, seeing my therapist weekly, and seeing the pdoc. I am doing what I am supposed to be doing, but everything still sucks. I still have those thoughts and urges. So yeah....that's how it goes.

Thanks all for the support. It has helped.