You are far from being in the wrong place! Everyone here is so supportive! I just got on here last week and so many people have replied to my post. It made me feel alot better knowing that there were other people out there who care enough to talk to someone when they are feeling down. Some gave advice, some just support, and some who just let me know that I wasn't alone. I know how it is to be betrayed by friends. It's happened to me plenty. You just have to push on through the bad times and pray for the good. I was in the same boat as you up until last year (as far as the love life goes). I thought I'd never find anyone who was worth having or someone that would treat me right. Just when I was least expecting it, I met Mr. Right. We were married in May. I lived alone and would often cry myself to sleep. I was in college too. Then I had to have surgery on my knee. I quit school. I thought I would go back after my knee healed, but I haven't yet. I hated depending on someone all the time. I just stayed tough and fought like hell to regain control of my life. I'm still fighting to regain complete control but I have a lot of health problems that are keeping me from doing so. All I'm saying is just hang in there. We've all been there and it's hard to get through, so just stay strong and you will make it!! Life is tough, you just have to be tougher. You stay in school, graduate, get the job you have always wanted and you'll be a lot happier. I wish like hell I was as far along in school as you are. I'm in my first year and I'm 26 and not getting any younger. You always have your parents to talk to also. I can now talk to mine about anything. Once you are grown up it's a lot easier than you think! My parents have given me the best advice. I think because they have been there before. I was never close to them growing up but since I've been out on my own we are closer than we've ever been. Just remember, they will always be there for you no matter what because they love you. Feel free to post as much as you want to. Even if it is just babbling, venting, whatever. Someone will always give you the support you need.
Take Care!
tiredashell