(Tree)
I have suffered from depression and it got really bad when my therapy went really deep. You are handling so much. I have found much relief with the use of anti-depressents. I know that others have not or have felt numb but I still cry in session and have not lost my ability to feel; I only felt that in the beginning. It's a tool, and it's okay if you want to explore it.
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And I see T in about 30 minutes and don't even care because I know he can't make it better. What a ****ing waste of time and money. I just want to give up. T can't help me.
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I so understand this feeling. Recently I was in T and I was so sad and weepy and I said, "No amount of Zoloft will take away this sadness." And it is true. But I am now better able to compartmentalize and put things away for bits of time so I can try and live my life. It sounds like you are beginning to internalize all of the hard work you and T are doing and it's a lot for you to carry.
Be well, and be good to you.
