Good luck to you Splitimage with you job and with the work you are doing to overcome addiction. I can appreciate the amount of stress you must be under maintaining any kind of work load while managing an addictions program.

Do you have extended health benefits that covers short and long term disability? It could buy you some time if worse comes to worse and they start gunning for you or it just gets too stressful. I left my job too soon when I could have opted for disability benefits through my health care package at work but I was too afraid of the stigma and too stressed to cope with all the hoops I would have had to jump through with doctors and reports and stuff. I am stubborn that way to my own detriment. It was a huge mistake on my part.