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Why do people lie my case worker
told me and my T that she would ring me
today to see how I am since I have
been having a hard time of late
did she ring NO why because I am
not important enough to warrant it
a couple of days ago we got caught shoplifting
(me and my alters)
I rang to talk to my T about it and how I was
feeling but he was not there so I spoke with the case
worker and guess what she told everyone else hows
that for breaking a confidence a trust it takes
a long time to earn a trust but just a second to break it
and well while I am mad as heck she did not do
as she said she would I am not sure it would have
been a plesant call at any rate.
I feel so down and I am hurting it is not the first time
this week someone has broken my trust and I could not tell them
that is what they have done instead I just decided not to go see
them I could not face them and not have lost my cool.
I want to yell at the world right now I want to scream out
and beg for this merry-go-round ride to stop but I cannot
even do that instead I cry some out wardly but a lot inwardly
some people should never have been parents and I should
never have been born.
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"Look at me, I'm a tangled puppet--I might be a mess, but I sure can survive."
--4 Non Blondes
"We don't create a fantasy world to escape reality, we create it to be able to stay."
--Lynda Barry
"Years Teach Us More Then Books"
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