Your post echoed my life almost exactly, and I am in a simmilar position now (31 no love life). I have a few close friends, and have always had trouble introducing myself. For me medication has helpped for many things, but not so much for relationship building. Often I end up feeling it is too late.

With that I met a woman last week that gave me her number (before I had figured out how I was going to ask). I went on a date, and we agreed to another. She cancled on me hours before because she was sick... my mind keeps telling me that she just is not interested, but then why did she approach me, tickle me and as we were parting ways stroke my beard sending shivers to all extreems of my body.

The anticipation, and anxiety is nearly killing me. Lets not even get to the potential of rejection, it is the last thing I need right now.