How can they call this living..How can they tell me I'm better off this way. Day24 and I hate this. As soon as I feel accomplished...31 days....than I give up. All I am is on sleeping pills, yelling, crying or puking till I don't have the energy to hold my freakin head up, or just trying to make it through a day of school without killing myself or breaking down in class. Now how can someone tell me I'm better off like this?